I first stepped into school in 2001 in senior K.G. I hated going to that school, or any school for that matter. I despised the big open gardens, the cozy classrooms and the beautiful teachers smiling sweetly down at me.
Just like any other kid, my 5-year old brain searched for excuses. Groping for anything in the dark dreams of school corridors.
What came my way was a fairly reasonable excuse- which I believed would convince my parents to reconsider their actions of sending me to school which was half-an-hour away from home. The previous school had been mere 5-minutes away. I complained of the long distance.
“It is so hot in the afternoon on the scooter. I feel hungry half-way. I get so bored!” I bickered persistently.
But you know how parents are.
Continue reading “UNTITLED”
In a mental hospital
I fell in love.
If love is what you say it is.
With severe mental retardation
He is never sad,
His doctor said.
He is either happy.
I saw him fly
His arms wide open.
I saw him trying
To catch invisible butterflies.
Continue reading “MAD IN LOVE”
It is a small building at the end of a muddy road. The driver swears aloud and screeches the bus to a halt. “The engines are gone.” he says to no one in particular. I give him a quick glance and get down lest he begins to tell me where the engines went.
I almost step on a frog, which leaps away. The rains have stopped for now, but the season hasn’t. The earth is still wet and soon my blue shoes are no longer blue.
We are a hoard of college girls, each sporting a badge. National Service Scheme, it says. Our hair is tied up properly, our dresses neat and ironed. Some of us even wear shades of eye liners and lipsticks. We have our pretty purses and we have our prettier prides.
We walk towards the building. It is two storied and whitewashed. The name, written in huge block letters, is visible from a distance. “Rajkiya Ucch Madhyamik Vidyalaya, Kalyanpura”
Continue reading “In return of a pencil”
An old neem covers the sky above you.
It towers above the new building nearby. It is bent and crooked and old. It stands all the same. No one has seen the tree grow. Not one breathing soul. Perhaps, except one. The haveli from across the lane. The paint has peeled off. The walls are covered with cobwebs, the ground, with weeds. The stones are crumbling down. The doors, made of iron, intrinsically carved, stand shut and locked- exactly like they were that one fateful day. The day the grandmother died and everyone else packed their lives into bundles and moved themselves to better times in the cities. Creepers have grown around the latch, shutting them harder than ever. The windows open if you shove them hard, bringing out a smell. The smell of times long past. Mixed smells of curry and stocked grain. Of spices and cold water. Of hand woven cloth and cow dung. Of men and women. Of beauty and happiness and misery. Of richness and poverty. Of grandfather’s stories and candies. And also of rats and snakes which inhabit the rooms now. The Haveli is not haunted. No. The ghosts have long gone. Sixty years is a long time, even for them.
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In a supposedly meaningful conversation with a friend, I have been coerced into publishing my writings here. I like windows more than doors, potato more than paneer, pens more than pencils, jokes more than philosophy, sitcoms more than documentaries, stories more than poems and simpler words more than heavy ones.